And in fifteen minutes i did everything you thought i would'nt.And there was a faint smile on your face to prove it. You're funny he's thinking of saying to the girl that just paused his movie to confess that she's unworthy of the crown that's been placed upon her head. And there's just no sense for it. You got what you wanted, am i what you wanted?I search the carpet for reasons in berber.Something more definate than i won't be back.Because you have made my words sound cheap.Like they hold no weight at all to your mindset's puddles.And there's just the knowledge that i'm riding this crest of sensory.I am unhappy somewhere inside.And like the hole that begins on the underside of the peach. I will slowly hurt this with the nature of what you cannot see.The feathers i sewed into your wings will fall before you can.Protect your landing where i cannot. You will always have my love.
I do not know where to ask you to stand.So instead i will step back and watch the moves you transend into.Hoping i'm close to the cardhouse that you begin again.I will swim in the bathtub floors you cry into.I have nothing to offer you right now.

your words are far from cheap. they are beautiful and worth more than you'll ever believe to me. however your words some times don't make any sence to me.



how sad.

I'm thankful for you. And i feel like i know the depths of your beauty. There is always some here, in betwen these arms of mine, for you.
All the love in my hotcold kind of world for you.you know this.See you soon bird.    

i miss you