My heart isn't ready for any new attention. It's still under construction after the obstruction of a month or so ago's destruction. My body's ready for some tho... lol.   My bed is dissapointed. It would like to see action. Instead It gets me sleeping 1am to 8am (with ocasional naps after work) and it gets my cat shedding hair all over the clean sheets... that... stay clean... aside from the hair off the cat that keeps shedding on it.


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i don't know

........................ i think.....................

with time...

I want to find what I rediscoverd I could feel when I fell for Millicent. Before her, I hadn't had that since my first true love Megan. I forgot what it was like untill she reminded me. I know now what it feels like to be connected to another soul. Or what some call "soul mates". It dosn't mean those two are ment for each other... sadly... Life situation and enviorment have too large an effect these days. But soul mates are connected on an unconsious level. They grow close with speed and explode into a love... a feeling that can be felt for as long as life lasts. Or maybe even after life... who knows....

For a short time after what happend, I wasn't so sure that the love we had was real... but... now, i believe it was. I don't think i would have felt as much on my end if what was comming from her end was fake. I believe it was very real... it may have been misunderstood a bit... but... who understands love? it's too big to fully understand. garsh... i should shut up now.

I don't really know what i'm talking about...

just... trying...


Bleh...


anyway...


I'm off to go play w o w.  

--Last edited by MeCh on 2007-03-23 15:54:55 --