Some heck of an easter.I sick.I've layed in bed for most of today already and all this wonderful,wonderful food that's in the making just makes me think of how bad it would hurt my throat going through it.      Sucks.  

I like your rabbit though. They should make ducks the patron animal of a holiday so people can realize how cool they are

Um. Hello? Where is everybody? I've been on here alot today in between naps and it's  always frickin empty. *growl*
 

my easter was lazy. no yummy food or visiting family. i slept in and then play'd warcraft all day. I almost felt lonely... then i got a pet spider to keep me company. i guess i had fun.


hmm...


Good Night.

I tied calling you last night on the 817 number i have for you but some rough sounding pissed off redneck man picked up and said this is'nt brian...
No shit holmes.
Anyways.you get a new number? Or is that a sign that i would'nt have gotten you to pick up in the first place?

You must have gotten the number wrong. If was awake and in the right mood... I would have answered.    

My step dad broke his ankle yesterday, that was hella fun.

Oooh ouch. How'd that happen?   my left ankle has a titanium screw in it,crutches are a bitch.

He went with my sister and her fiance's family to the park because they have this big easter fiesta, and they wanted my baby sister to hunt eggs there.  Well, after they got through eating the family decided to play sand volleyball and he landed on his ankle and it started to roll then broke..........It almost looks like he has two knees on one leg.

sick.

MeCh:You must be busy with healing potions and creatures that can fly to your next level you have'nt posted in a little while...what's up?

I'm here every day. Just havn't had anyting new to say. Still miss you... and sorta feel bad for it. Sorta understand now how you felt when you were with me but kept thinking about him.

only sorta tho... because i'm not with her or feeling the things that I still believe you had felt for me. Those feelings... they were real... yes.

My situation here now... is... a bit stressfull. I'm worried about money again thanks to my brother quiting his job like a dumb ass. I guess Alicia is going to pay his part of the bills... i dunno. I'm hoping he gets his shit together soon. I know he needed a break but sheesh... we got resposiblity's now. And it seems the Green has been dissappearing mucho faster... guess it makes sence... since he's home 247. bah... and that Green seems to be more important than it should be. Bah... i don't have much room to talk i guess since i help smoke it... but.... bleh... i'm just sitting back... keeping my nose out of his and licia's beeezwax while i turn up my music to keep from listening to their shouting at 3am in the morning... trying to sleep... and then... almost once a week i geuss not every week but it seems like it. I've had lindsey sleep over... heh... and i really don't get much sleep on those nights. But... it's alright once a week or so... i don't know... you see... my mind is not with my heart and my heart is still... well... it seems my heart is still with you millicent. bah. I think i said this  before... that i would find another... and i did... but... as i said before... i would never find another like you. And... I don't know what to do now. hhmmm... what do i want? What do you want? Tell me some stuff. I'll believe it all to be true.

i left a message on the answering machine this morning.


could you hear the fear in my voice?