Well... i sent Lindsey a msg this morning just letting her know stuff. It's been a few weeks or so now since i've seen her and i thought maybe i should let her know why. And i told her i couldn't share my bed with her anymore but i still wanted to stay friends. Her reply was "I understand and you did nothing wrong but it would be easier for me not to talk to you anymore". And she took me off her friends list. heh. Now i feel bummed out. Gah... i liked her randomness... and it was kind of cool never talking about anything serious or about "what we are" or... were. Just enjoying the company and taking in the enviorment with some one that has simalar intrests and tastes. It's sad that i'll not get to talk to her again or see her again. So this thing... this thing that i hate so much is happening to me. Some one i care about has decided to dissappear on me. It sucks... but i geuss thats life eh? heh... if i were the average guy i geuss i could have not told her everything and kept seeing her on the side right? lol. But no. I gotta be honest and open and blah blah blah... cuz i'm not a pimp or a mack daddy or whatever the fuck. Oh well. At least she understands.  

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