And it made me think of somebody I used to love.  I hate that I can still think about him.  The dream would have been nothing and it wouldn't have made me think of him if it hadn't been for the fact that in the dream he picked me up like he used to always do.  I woke up with a broken heart all over again.  And that sounds crazy because I am with and very much in love with an amazing guy, but that dream kind of haunts me now.  Like how can I even think of the way he made me feel.  Especially knowing the way he made me feel in the end.

Whoa.Girlette.That sounds really familiar.
I still dream about Michael off and on.Wake up rememebering a certain smell or a touch that was all his.It's funny what your memory decides to play back to you.He has taken on a different meaning now.Almost a warning sign when things are going to be rough in someone that's close to me. Use it.

I had somebody else in my family die today.  My stepmom's dad.  He drowned in his car.  Maybe he was a warning sign.