waiting around the clock

like i'm standing in line

Waiting for the people in front of me to move forward

should i try cutting? It could be faster but...

if it dosn't work i lose my place and i'm back at the back of the line


waiting like i have all the time in the world

i hear ya... I actually do have all the time in the world at the moment... no job, no kids, no marriage, no attachments holding me down... .................................













completely bored outta my mind

There is a sincere positive side to not having any attatchments whatso ever.And that is clarity. You can make everything what it is. Positive or negative. View this as an opportunity to learn all of the ins and outs that make up yourself and you will start traveling again.
You cannot love someone else fully unless you first love somone higher than you.And you can't fully love yourself unless you appreciate where the love you are able to give comes from.
Self reflection as well as self-degradation are beautiful arts that we are capable of knowing and creating because we are human. And everything is open to pure,limitless feeling.
Accomplish what you need to. The rest will come to you with the right placing on the clock.
Get it girl.

We all have attatchments. It's how attatched we are to them and how dependent we are upon them that gives us the space and clarity to make everything "what it is". Wich in my eyes would be your own judgments and perceptions of anything without the influance of anyone eles. However i still believe that it is important to take into consideration others and their feelings or what their thoughts might be against or for your own. Self reflection is not such a solitary thing really... because without all the attatchments... without all the people and things that influance our decisions and our actions day to day... we would not be the persons that we are. We would not be our current selves. hm.

"You cannot love someone eles fully unless you first love somone higher than you".

um... Spiritually? I can understand that in a sence. True love feels spiritual... i suppose it is very much so. I do love someone/something higher in that sense. An omnipresence, an energy that surrounds us all and everything in existance. And she will and has always loved us all. Even those that do not know she is there. I call her Lain.

And I know well where the love I am able to give comes from. All of my life's attactments, my familys, my girlfriends, my cats, and every spiritual experiance in my time as a human on this earth. And with an extra big special thanks to my Mom. I can love to an extent that goes beyond all words. It's a feeling that truely is limitless.

I already feel so accomplished. I have had a wonderful life and i thank God every day I wake up breathing. I'm happy to have lived so much and i am even more happy to still be alive to live.  

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wow....



you thank God or you thank "Lain"?



I don't think you got what she said at all... you just twisted it into your own perception of it... which I guess in a way is your way of "getting it".........



I do believe that in having no attachments... and being able to have all the time in the world, so to speak, that you do get some kind of amazing new clarity... something I'm just now learning....



God is the higher being.... and this is me not preaching... so bleh



I love my God, I worship him and I know that he loves me and I love him very much so, he says some very powerful things in the Bible, the so called good book to read.....  Either case, I know where my love comes from,.. it comes from him.....




but anywho.. forgive my rudeness... I'm sick and don't feel like arguing a point.....



love ya bunches

I respect that. I wasn't arguing or trying to make any point. In my belief God dose not speak in words and the bible was written by humans. Though they may have been inspired by God, I do not believe they are "his" words. I couldn't go into detail on everything i believe spirtually or religiously even if i wanted to. It's something very personal to me. But there are many books out there for many diffrent religions and they are all claimed to be the words of their god. It's all the same to me. You can worship a cow, or the elements of nature, or Lain, or whatever makes you feel the energy that is put into us or born within us or that has always been in us and is awakened when we pray or chant or meditate or see our favorite band at a concert surrounded by a 1000 other people singing along to the music. The spirit... the high we get from it... it's empowering... it can cure so many things. I read an articale about a girl who couldn't walk or talk and she was nearly blind. Her parents took her to some evangelical church thing and they prayed and prayed and she was touched by something devine and waaa laaaa she could walk and talk and see again. Go figure eh? Surely it must have been a miricle. Some things are ment to be mystery.  

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just for the record, the words of God were written by humans, his twelve apostles... they were told to spread the word of Jesus, whom spread the word of God




just for the record

ok... let me rephrase that.. my thinking is scattered right now....



The word of God was spread by Jesus, after Jesus was crucified his twelve apostles spread the words of both Jesus and God.... basically everything that Jesus was preaching to his twelve apostles, the words of God, was passed down and written in a book called The Bible by his twelve apostles


if you read the Bible, as I heard you did.. at least that's what you told me, then you would know that in his old and new testament there are words written also by his twelve apostles... so far my favorite is St. Matthew, as he speaks the words of God throughout most of his writings


for those of you who care.....  I read St. Matthew, and Acts, I'm moving my way through Genisis, the Leviticus, and Ezechial

after that I'm hitting Psalms and Proverbs and St. Jude

if anyone can reccomend another good read I'm all ears...

moving through Genisis, Leviticus, and Ezechial cause they're the longes,.... Psalms and Proverbs cause they were reccommended by a friend who worships, and then St. Jude reccommended by my brother (wierd seeing as how he doesn't read the Bible... but St. Jude is his favorite apostle because he's the Saint of lost causes)  I read St. Matthew and Acts first cause they were reccommended by my new friend Crystal... her and her husband Mikey worship... good people, very good people, you can practically see the love of God in them... it's nice and soulful... makes me calm to know He's there and all loving with open arms


something to ponder

heheheh no i never read the bible and i'm sure i never told you i did since... i didn't. My mom has read it several times and told me lots about it and the stories in it. Still don't see it as the word of God in my eyes. Words of Jesus... sure. But anyway i think it's groovy that you're getting so much out of reading it. I'll probley never read it. Not some thing that interests me. I'm comfortable with my own personal beliefs and have no need to seek further spiritual guidence or inspirations from a bible or church or any organized religion. I am a Lainist. It's my own religion. Just for me. But it's not some thing i'd preach to anyone. There are a few posts on here with some ideas about who lain is. She is not God... maybe. Really no one knows God or that higher being so many believe in. All anyone can do is come up with an idea. (in my opinion) I'm sure many would disagree with me and claim that they know God well. It's all opinion and personal belief that is shared through religions and churches and saints and such. My mom sais that God spoke to her directly before. It inspired her to write a book and several other things i guess that could be the makings of a book. She stayed up for like 3 or 4 days i think just writing and said that she didn't get tired because God put some kinda energy into her or somthing like that. I know that she truely believed God spoke directly to her in some way. I saw it in her eyes when she told me. heh. I have no doubt that Jesus felt the same way when he was "spreading the word of God". I'm not trying to make a point really. Take what you want from that. I'm gonna go eat food and do some laundry. Wish i had the stuff to make tacos. oh well. Pizza it is.  

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My favorite is a story called The tower of Babel it's in Genesis.chapter eleven.
It's amazing to read into an explination of why our words came to be what they are.

And Revelations is another sincere movement for your brain. It sticks with you after you read it because you start seeing just how much there is to illustrate the passages behind it.In everyday everything.
I've never read the bible all the way through. Front to back. And this is not something that i feel at fault for in the end. But i have alot in my heart and i want and need and feel and mesmorize through streams of light that were put into my forehead when i was made. We are beautiful. Simply beautiful.  

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to each his own. we are what we are and that is through freedoms to choose paths of thought everyday. There is no convincing someone else to go a certain way without going with them. Because you can't hold someone down unless you are doing the same to yourself. So let your mind soar. We are all creatures with the vast capability to think. And expansion inside is the one thing that distincts us from anyone else on this crazy beautiful planet. I'm not a guide. I'm simply a birthpoint on a map.opening.  

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I don't recall the tower of babel... passed the eleventh chapter... hmm.. must back track and re-read...  




I've been told that revelations is a good read.. I'm trying to wait and save that for the last read cause I've heard such eye opening experiences from it.. so I've been told anyhow.. everyone gets their own perceptions of it...




you don't have to read the Bible to be religious though... you can still worship and definitly not feel bad about not reading it.. I don't want to preach, even though it comforts me to, so all I'll say is God loves you for loving Him.



as for the to each his own.. totally agree.. which is why I'm trying to refrain from preaching lol.. not trying to tell any one person to go the same way I'm going just cause I think it's what's "right"... it's just right for me, it's not necessarily right for everyone... to each his own... nice choice of words.. i like that.... I've been on too many different paths it's a road map that's forever lost in my brain, locked a way in an unbreakable box, to which I have no key to... hmmmmmmm..........



just trying to get some clarity now.. and it's working so far

God loves you period.. love Him or not... He's all loving and accepts all with open arms.. just had to clarify that..

the meanings behind my words don't come out right.. so I had to rephrase just to make sure people knew where I'm coming from