I usually never remember my dreams… or I just don't dream at all (when I am sleeping). Yet for the past few nights I've been having these vivid dreams and nightmares. The first dream was the same dream on two separate nights. I am standing in front of the mirror looking at myself. Then I start shaving and buzzing my head, and the whole time I am doing it uncontrollably… and thinking, "why am I doing this? I want to grow it out. No! Stop shaving! Ah! It's too late. Now I have to keep shaving". It made me feel sad and powerless to my own insanity. It was weird. Then… last night I had three or four dreams all intense and with the feeling of no control. I remember my younger brother (Kody) and me had to take my lilest bro (Kris) and my younger sister (Kasey) somewhere. We were on foot for some reason walking. We walked through some amusement park and Kris wanted to go on a ride. The lady ticket-taker said it cost 3 dollars for the ride. Kris held out his money and the lady started to take it. I jumped in, took the money, and held it in front of Kris and said, "See this? She almost took 100 dollars from you!" and we went on walking to wherever it was we were suppose to be going. Then we had to walk through a prison. I can't think of any reason why other than to get to the other side. The whole time I kept worrying about losing Kris. We made it through the prison. I remember while walking through it was like a maze. There were dead-ends and people saying, "go this way!" and pointing… helping us get through the prison. When we got out I made sure that Kris was with us and again, we kept on walking to wherever it was we were suppose to be going. Then I noticed that Kasey wasn't with us. We lost her in the prison! And I guess when I went back to look for her I lost Kris too! And panic set in. And I woke up. Then I rolled over and went back to sleep. It was snowing. Me, my grandma, my mom, and Kody were in a suv driving to wherever it was we were going. Grandma was driving, mom was in the passenger seat, I was in the backseat behind grandma and Kody was in the seat behind mom. I remember looking out the window and seeing a giant Target with a ski slope next to it. I said out loud, "Hey! Look! It's one of those new Targets with a ski slope". Mom said, "It's only 160 dollars. I can spring for it". And grandma just made a noise from her throat that sounded like "eerrrrmmm", shook her head and kept driving. Then we saw another one on the other side of the road. Then again a little farther down the road on the other side. The giant Targets with a ski slope. I said, "There is only one hill to ski down, wooo what fun". I guess after that I woke up and went back to sleep because I was back at the prison asking the prisoners if anyone could give me a pack of cigarettes. I said, "I'll bring you back something from the outside". They said, "Oh yea? What?" … I said, "A pack of cigarettes?" and realized in my dream that it made no sense at all. Then I was outside of the prison and it was snowing. A think blanket of fresh snow was on the ground (the powder kind). One of the prison workers was picking up trash and I remember helping him for some reason. I remember handing him a bag and saying, "here". Then he was like… blowing the snow with a leaf blower. I'd lay down on my stomach and could feel the snow blowing over me… a fresh powder snow blanket. I remember that it felt so good. It was sunny out and you could feel the warmth from the sun and the cold from that fresh powder snow. Gah… it felt so good.

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--Last edited by MeCh on 2007-11-07 17:18:58 --