I am feeling fine.

Talked again to Mont. I was going to tell him off and say nevermind helping me, i don't need your help anyway, i've gone 24 years without it. BUT i decided instead to hold back my bitter feelings and listen to his deal. After the first of the new year he will have a 98 Cavalier all fixed up that I can buy from him, (actually i'd be buying it from my half brother Blake since he has already given it to him) , for 900 dollars. Wich... for a car that has the potential to last several years is a good deal. The bitter feelings are still there... I don't know how to get rid of them exactly. You see... when I was a kid and I went to visit him, he had a GTO that he promised one day would be my car. I grew up believing that promise... but he never kept it... and now... he had the chance... to at least provide me with some car even if it wasn't that same GTO... but he has to work out a deal with me instead. What an ass. OH well. Funny... when I told Mom about that she apoligized for him. lol. Anyway... i'm going to call him tomorrow and make sure the deal is for real. Then I'm going to start saving up for a bus ticket Utah and 900 to give to Blake when I get there. I've never taken the bus anywere... It should be an adventure. Who wants to go with me?

Juice!

Glad things are working out with your dad and the car.  

As for a bus trip... I've never been on one, either, but one of my former bosses took a bus trip from Dallas to El Paso one time.  She said it was a definite experience...  At least you'd only have to take it one way.