so i haven't been on here in awhile.. i can see some changes have been made kudos to my best friend brian!! YAY!!

a lot has happened...

.. my cousin's three month old baby died..

.. i decided to have a baby of my own.. wish me luck cause i'm going to start trying soon

made a few friends lost a few friends

lost touch with my church going buddies.. hope they ok.. from what i heard they moved closer to us which is cool cause i love them bunches.. wonder if they changed churches.. hmmmm

had a job.. got fired cause i fell and they sent me to their doctor and they did a standardized drug test on me.. of course being the dumb ass i am i didn't quit when i said i was going to ... just my luck when i was bragging about not having to drug test the very next morning i get drug tested.. bleh

.. still trying to figure out who goes first on having this kid.. the agreement was that i would have two kids.. one would live with me and one would live with him.. BJ is his name.. he happens to be evie's second oldest sister (wendy) baby daddy's (steven) brother... so he's basically somewhat related to evie's family.. which is NOT why i'm doing this with him.. i'm doing this with him cause he offered when i first met him and we were going to follow through but at the last minute evie backed out.. and now that she's not in the picture anymore i get to follow through with my plans.. my gyno is already starting me on prenatal vitamins.. though i'm not sure i can afford them.. mostly cause i can't find them.. mostly cause i don't know what the hell i'm looking for.. heh

.. one of my best friend's got his ass beat.. by his drummer

oh and this just in.. i think i'm moving to rendon.. marissa (evie's oldest sister) asked me to move with her cause she needs a babysitter... so i'm not paying for anything.. as long as i watch her kids.. don't know how long that's gonna last but i'm willing to go through anything with this chick.. she's my sister ya know? she's been my sister for ten years and technically speaking she's my ex fiancee's sister but i called evie my wife all the time and she did me too.. so i called marissa my sister and we actually bonded quite nicely.. i lived with her before and in the process i lost my car.. but i have nothing to lose now..

i still need to find another job though hmmmmmmmm

oh i found out wendy's pregnet again.. she and steven had such a cute son there's no doubt their next kid will be as equally cute.. sad thing though is i get to miss this one.. no witnessing the birth no holding are making them laugh.. no first steps or first words.. i miss that with kayden too (wendy's first baby)

my friends friend and step dad died

oh and another one of my best friends cousin died

so a lot of deaths.. a miracle of life.. and the possibility of another

oh.. the cowboys lost the play offs!!! i was soo sad.. post game showed T.O. crying over it.. it was so sad

i guess not so much happened to me.. but it sure did seem like it did..

school started back up again so i'm taking my brother and sister back and forth to school once again

once i move though i won't have the internet so i hardly will be able to come on here.. or myspace.. or gmail.. i'll miss that alot.. but i'll come over every now and then just to check up on my peeps

peace out

Wow. A lot has happend... I'm glad you are doing good.


*wishing you luck*