Faul Duane Yarbrough
10/23/06
5'lb 4'oz
18"
happy birthday son

Awe I bet he's handsome.  Congrats!

thanks, hey sorry about your O.C. I hope everything works out for you. You are still singing right. anyways later

No problem, and thanx, it's just a little scary.  Of course I'm still singing, some things will never change.  How's abbi?  later.

oh and you should put up some pics of your little man

i would add you on myspace, but i know that's probably a terrible idea

no, my wife has her ex on her friends list and all that shit so if she has a problem i can handle it.

oh ok, well i'll go add you

oh and did you ever get that msg i sent you on myspace a few weeks ago i know she got it because i got a pretty hateful msg back

no, what was it about?

it just said that i wanted to be civil and that maybe we could be friends and that i hope everything is going good w/ you and your family and i asked how abbi was and stuff along those lines
and then i got a msg back callin me names and stuff like that and she made it out like i wanted you back

oh the drama jealousy causes is silly isn't it. jealousness is the worst of all emotions. Kim gets jealous all the frickin time and it pississ me off because she sais she trusts me but... obviously after 3 years she STILL can't and i've never really cheated on her. Her lack of trust only makes me want to be unfaithfull... hell if she thinks it anyway... right?  I had the opportunity the other night to cheat on her and i didn't. I didn't because I kept thinking about her and i frikin care damnit. If i commit to someone i hold it true and i'm not going to sex on sum one eles when i'm in a commitment. If i was going to do that i wouldn't be in the frikin relationship with her... wich ... i'm have third or... maybe 4th thoughts about because i feel like all her silly arguments and jealousies are her trying to push me away... trying to find reason after reason why she shouldn't be with me.... blah........... i'll rant about this more at a later time.

wanna know something funny.........
i got a call from her about that

private msg me

o.k. brian i can totally relate there man she will look for every reason not to be with you and she wont stop until you aren't with her and she doesn't have to feel like you are out there sexin on some other girl. it sounds stupid but it's true, her own jealousy will consume her and the only way to get rid of the pain and distrust is to end the relationship.