All of these decisions I can't decide
All of these feelings I can't rectify
Begging for a stormy tide
To wash away this bottle with everything inside
There's too many thoughts to fathom
Floating around like a phantom
Contemplating what will happen
A bolttle I feel trapped in
Is any of this possible?
Could it all be plausible?
A situation a bit uncomfortable
A bottle only appearing to be hollow
Blindly walking on broken glass
So many crimes in my past
A rush of emotions overwhelm me too fast
A bottle that won't come last
Unsure if I will ever
Understand the terms of forever
Although completely comprehending never
A bottle glued back together
Dark clouds always creeping
In my mind they eventually seep in
An uncontrollable feeling
A bottle overflowing
A world that seems so aloof
A fact is nothing without proof
Problems that appear in two
A bottle almost broken into
Memories that may be fictitious
Too many people play a role in this
Dream of a masochist
A bottle that will not cease to exist

sigh.. bleh.. open to interpretation..

99 bottles of beer on the wall 99 bottles of beer! take one down...

LOL!! I didn't realize until after I wrote this that people could interpret this poem as something having to do with me being an alcoholic until after I wrote it and then read it to myself.. this wasn't the original version but I changed it up a bit and now it's sounds like that it has to do with alcohol...

When I originally wrote it.. it had to do with the emotional bottle that I keep inside of me.. as in the expression "I just bottle everything inside"... LOL.. but it makes sense the other way too LOL.. just didn't realize it..

your silly

yeah he is.