it kinda sucks how one relationship affects another... and then that in turn starts to affect another.... we humans of this earth planet has soooooooooooo many flaws... our mistakes often are carried on beyond the persons they origanlly happen to. it sucks... but... i can't worry about it... because... i don't. it's that simple realleh... for me... still... there must be something.... something? SOMETHING! that is scratching me wrong. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the insainity ......... and i don't have enough time to keep ranting as i wish i could... because REAL LIFE is calling ... and i have to go to work.

I love you all. Thanks for all the support here. I'm sure i'll be needing even more in the future... when i get the money to start making things happen.

thanks again.