broke up with my boyfriend.. he was too sweet and sensitive to me.. in the week we were together he cried like three times lol.. i can't see myself with that ya know? i want a real man.. a strong man.. a protecter ya know? anyway

bj is going to be down in two weeks.. i'm nervous

O well indeed. Gotta do what you think is best for Y O U. I think you can do better anyway.

thank you.. i think so too.. so did my sister lol.. when she saw his picture that's when she said "seriously? you could do better" haha.. he called me yesterday and was all give me a chance and i told him i didn't want to be with a guy like him and he was just all saying shit like i was sweet to you .. you should think this over.. then he started giving me an attitude so i gave him some shit back.. then he started bitching at me so i bitched back.. until finally we hung up.. i'm going to try to find a way to block him.. trying to figure out my phone still haha had it for months and still don't get it.. anyway.. so there's that

bj is the guy i'm having this baby with.. i can't wait to start trying!